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[Dec. 26th, 2009|06:14 am] |
the boys at my work... I think I might just write a whole damn book about them one day. They are pricks and angry and fussy and slutty at times... but I think deep down we are all the same dirty, tired mad. With a party dog streak. Here it is for your enjoyment, the pole dance I enjoyed at the christmas party. boys and girls and future lawyers who read this to implicate me for various crimes, I give you the 2009 men of the cha cha!!
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|03:38 pm] |
i hate the holiday season.
i can't tell if my overwhelming emotions are coming from christmas pasts, or from the reality of my life right now, or from a little of both.
my mother just moved back into town which surely has churned up a lot of emotional distress for myself. she's the same as she always has been, and that's exactly what my problem is with her. self obsessed, stubborn, and unable to make positive choices in her life. but maybe her lack of positive choices is beneficial to her so she can always stay in the position of martyr.
matthew left me months ago. he left me heart broken. he left me with an apartment and bills i can't afford to pay, and he took jude from me. this was in july. now it is december. it's snowing outside and my gas is about to get cut off.
i don't get to see jude, except for two days a week, only at my grandmother's house. he doesn't get to come here, to the apartment i have been starving myself to hang onto so he can have safe place to stay when he is with me but matthew doesn't even let him stay with me.
and now i am using time i should be using to enjoy the season looking up laws online because i can't take anymore, and i miss my son, and i have to take the person i love more than anything to court for christmas.
and i don't even know if i will see jude on christmas because apparently matthew being with his mother is more important than jude being with his, and like i said before, christmas sucks. |
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| I can't remember what you promised.. |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|08:10 am] |
Well, what can I say?
It's early morning, I almost got laid but then decided it was a bad idea. I guess I have my wits about me, but wouldn't I rather have me panties about me ankles?
har har har.
It would be funny if I had a pirate accent.
Actually, it would be less funny. and lamer than ev.
Um, so I just wanted to make this post as a "hello, I'm here" kinda statement.
And I guess that was just it.
whoa, turbo lame.
How 'bout,
"I just called to say I love you"
that's more with it, right? more compassionate?
man, I'm sucking at this.
I guess I should just leave it at merry christmas.
and Jew Handbag!!! |
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